Disgust

I don't think I can do this religion thing anymore. I don't think I can listen and sit idly by. As he and his friend were talking about the house in UT....one that is far from where I want to be.....they had to figure out my time line. As sad as it sounds, I want him to go now. Because this is killing me, killing us, and making her hate me more. I'm done with the passive role. I'm just done.